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If you are not a computer 'otaku' then you might want to stop reading here. You've been warned...
I hate my computer. It is such a piece of crap. I'm writing this update on one of my school's public computers because mine has once again decided to stop booting up. Just last month I had to reformat the hard drive and reinstall all my software and updates because of a similar problem. I think this is now the 3rd time this has happened. Right before coming to Japan, I paid a small fortune for what I thought was a top of the line P4 2.4 Ghz mega-computer. I actually got a discount on it because it had been previously purchased and returned to Best Buy by someone else. It didn't take me long to figure out why this other guy decided to return this piece of junk. The first shocking thing I discovered was that what I thought was a fast highspeed Radeon 3D graphics card with 128 megs of ram was in fact a slow piece of junk with no RAM! I learned after doing some research online (which I should have done before I bought it) that the 128 number is for "shared RAM", or RAM the video card steals from the computer's regular RAM. What kind of B.S. is that? Not a week had gone by since my purchase before one of the arrow keys started giving me trouble. I thought about returning it, but I only had a day or so before I had to leave for Japan and I hadn't begun packing yet, so I let it slide. I have since discovered all sorts of other problems and nuisances that I can't be bothered to go into detail about here. Now I once again have to waste hours of my life trying to solve the mystery of what's wrong with my computer. Hopefully I won't have to reformat my drive again and lose all my valuable data (read: porn). I don't know why my computer keeps breaking down, maybe it just can't handle my moldy apartment... who knows? My advice to the rest of you though is this: NEVER BUY A COMPUTER FROM HEWLETT PACKARD or COMPAQ (same company).
These computers are crap! I don't know what company actually makes good laptops, but I'm convinced from my experience and from what I've read on Internet message boards that HP sucks. In a way, I kind of hope my computer just dies completely. Then I'll have an excuse to buy a new one that can actually play Doom 3 at more than 2 frames per second.
Update: I tried repairing Windows with the disk that came with my computer, but that didn't work. Now I just finished reinstalling Windows. I guess it wasn't a harware problem. I had to install a second copy of Windows on the same partition as the old one, but in a different directory than c:/windows in order to prevent everything in `My Documents` from getting erased. Now I have to try to rescue the files from the old `My Documents` folder, except access to it is now restricted even though I`m the administrator. Then I'll probably have to erase everything and re-reinstall Windows so that I don't have two copies of it on the same partition anymore. What a pain in the ass. My advice to anyone reading this is the following... Never save anything important under 'My Documents'! Create a new directory under C: somewhere and use that for all your stuff.